Swaying upon the anchor, I am, While you are lifted To incredible heights. Your lips Pressed against the palest blue, While I am still An eclipse away. The light in my heart Has faded Into distant blackness. You are the fear I have come to endear With trembling fingertips, Tormented gaze. I will never stop shaking With the Earth, Because I am What I want to be, The man Whose stains remain to me A love that cannot die, Cannot reside In the screaming universe. Only in gold, Not in silver, Not in the streaming lakes of unknowns, Though in the boldest scape of certainty, Can bluest tears live, Can happiness give.