Writing

  • Poem – “Lay Down Without Me” – 8/16/2023

    Turn to sleep.Turn, far from meinto your whispering winds,hearing what’s good for youto hear, while what’s coming nearare numerous thrown rocks. You’ll fall,weeping your open eyesinto your shadows,tossing in a bewildering delusionof surrounding peace. You want to hold closewhat’s comfortable to breathe,forgetting those soundsof your heart,bouncing from wallsinto closets. I am at your window,spying a…

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  • Poem – “Obsessive, Repulsive” – 8/16/2023

    What am I,beneath this wreckage?A grasshopper without legs,hoping to leap from a cliff,though motion comes not.Just an unanswered shell,who has felt his Hellwielding him, deep withinhis unshed skin. What does the monster hide,if not for his reflection in an ocean?He dips his hands,writes his name on the horizon,hoping that morningwill forgive him from mourning. To…

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  • Poem – “Running From Love” – 8/16/2023

    White pages,frozen in fragile sympathy,telling you what I havealways felt,since I have ever soldthis heart into those ashes.I continue to revisitwhat you have disposed of. I have kept caringabout a singular secondto speak to you.Behind these tears,a man speaks plainly.Although, he’s speakingto someone who runs behindher shelter, her fears. Upon a collectionof dust, I have…

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  • Poem – “Guilty for the Wrong Reasons” – 8/15/2023

    You were saying to methat all has been through chance,the fact that we’ve braved tides,sheltered under storms,raced through those mileswhile always tornin balancing upon a thread. That thread, it kept our journeyjust one step further,as we struggled, with all our kissesupon our throats that swallowed air,along with our pride. We humbled ourselves,loving our victories,though you…

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  • Poem – “Space to Keep Us Apart” – 8/14/2023

    There’s a time for each of usto bury our valued fates,with nothing left to surrender,nothing left to rememberbut the black inkupon a faded sheet of loose-leaf,letting them go, beneath, letting them run, towards that nebula,towards that sun, where colorswill swell, before all goes gray. There’s these memoriestossed with hurled debris,from racing winds,while there are these…

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  • Poem – “A Shared Sickness” – 8/14/2023

    I held onto, as muchas I often thought was worth it,hearing your heartagainst my ear,going blank with thought,forgetting what I was taughtwhen pain was coming near. I believed I could keepyour eyes, smothered in clouds,in that peaceful wayof letting go of rain.I surrendered to that notion,while being enslavedunder blackening emotions. I believed I could keepwalking…

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  • Poem – “Connected Without Reason” – 8/12/2023

    Being fated, being fortunateto sentence this heart to a swell.To be nurtured, to be nestledin arms that wave awaythose distortions in a reflectionof myself in an ocean. Bathing this form, in knowingyou are near, as one other dropletconnected to this current,beneath these tired feet. One look down, all it will taketo see that surge in…

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  • Philosophy – “What’s the Reason to Love?” – 8/10/2023

    I declare, upon a point I found hindering to decide, that there cannot be a reason to love. No distinguishable, practical reason. There cannot be a useful reason for it in its wide arrangement of symptoms, all discussed of love, as all remain being reminders of what cannot be explained. What would be said? Only…

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  • Poem – “Walked Away” – 8/9/2023

    It was the rosethat told you to goin hiding –finding your shadowsthe betterment,the fulfillment,leaving me with emptiness, surrounded byleaves, painted drywith deadness. You were telling methe weather could not liftyour foul garden,while our tearsran down to mouthsthat could not connect, while exhaling,pushing our cornersto fold. We paused, in memoryof what fell into ruin;are you looking…

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  • Poem – “The One Who Stopped Screaming” – 8/9/2023

    The one who stopped moving,he died at our final meeting.He perished, becoming an unheard wordunder your breath, far fromhis concealed death. You were the onewho stopped screaming,the one who had another stepforward, in your sacred life,your life that never wiltsin its garden of roots, but what will you reach for? Once, these handsfelt your tragedy,but…

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  • Poem – “I’ll Hold, for Love” – 8/9/2023

    I have come,calling your weatherto come down,from its slumbering dark,in a mood of depth. I have come,with ice in these veins,water in these eyes,fire in these lungs.I am undone,in hoping you will seethis last particle of sunlightfrom the rest of me. Open your windowto let out your rain.Extinguish me into a remainder,for I will scar…

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  • Poem – “The Next in Line” – 8/9/2023

    You’re steering your linein a direction most predictable.I’ve come to guesswhere you’ll come to, next,broken into divisions,like the mirrorsyou press your face against. I might let you runadrift, aground, without light.Or I might give you a lessonyou deserve, without this regressionbeyond another doorwayto another man,you will temporarily serve. If I can just let you under,drown…

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