Oh, devil inside, Demon inside, Makeshift goodbyes Have only sought to soothe What came crashing to me as comfort, To blow it away. What was an origin, Was a womb, For I was born a monster, in a monster's belly. Her eyes stare the world to sadness, Her form is toxic in its structure. Grown from thorns and stricken with a blight of the moon, She carries the weight for miles. Do I breathe destruction, Or do I forgive A child born, Or a mother torn? Her life still fumbles Between sickness and memory. Her heart still sends its weight Back to its core. Fertilize My need to mutilate, My dreaded desire to escape From the mouth of a one I knew to be an angel, Yet had the wounds of a hunted mammoth, With the wings of a tyrant.