Personal Post – “How I Found my Way out of Darkness/Depression” – 8/7/2020

This entire blog is dedicated towards my only true love I've ever had. 1,000+ poems are written in her name. She was the only thing that ever counted towards me being "complete". When the love left my heart, I grew mad. Mad... as in, I grew insane. This was no ordinary break-up. It was like… Continue reading Personal Post – “How I Found my Way out of Darkness/Depression” – 8/7/2020

The Most Pointless Question a Therapist can Ask

One is meant to come to a Therapist for an answer, not for a question. A mentally unstable individual lacks mental clarity. What is a Therapist, if not representing a leader? Therapists are meant to be like the leader, offering that route the mentally ill individual is so desperately desiring. That question, which is, "What… Continue reading The Most Pointless Question a Therapist can Ask

Quote – “Why Creativity does not Affect Mental Health” – 7/6/2020

"Whoever said that creativity affects a person's mental health, has it backwards. It is mental health that affects creativity. It is the emotions of the madman who is the best creator. Without those unknowns stemming upon the blank page, there will be no ink to draw from. For that unknown is black, as the page… Continue reading Quote – “Why Creativity does not Affect Mental Health” – 7/6/2020

Quote – “Why Love can Extinguish Mental Illness” – 6/18/2020

"It is wrong to believe that a metaphysical wound, like any mental illness, is alike Alzheimer's, Dementia, or Down-syndrome. Metaphysical injuries of the mind, relate to things incomprehensible to the fields of science. For science can only be able to cure the physical wounds, pertaining to cancer or diabetes. It can, as well, cure physical… Continue reading Quote – “Why Love can Extinguish Mental Illness” – 6/18/2020

Philosophy – “No One is Born Evil” – 5/15/2020

There is no genetic component within the human brain that can offer a scientist predictions on mental illness. If someone believes it to be true, then they must also believe that each human on Earth can be manufactured to be evil. Like some machine built in a factory, released in the world like the latest… Continue reading Philosophy – “No One is Born Evil” – 5/15/2020

Poem – “Happy with Laughter” – 3/22/2020

Just a lie,Once jovial, with a crooked smile.Now wanting to lieDown on the brick surface,And face the skyWanting to die.Because the world could not shyAway from my mask.They merely gasped,They merely whisperedWhat they were glimpsingAnd who they were glancingWith such a blow as their stareAgainst my cheeksWhere marks come upliftedThe smile that was never there,The… Continue reading Poem – “Happy with Laughter” – 3/22/2020

My Experience with Bipolar 1 Disorder – How it Affects my Writing

In May of 2018, I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 at a hospital, during a time I was weening off an anti-psychotic medication. I suppose that during the process of weening off that dreadful drug, I developed Bipolar 1. It affects my writing by keeping it in two directions: an "aggressive" side, and a "sensitive"… Continue reading My Experience with Bipolar 1 Disorder – How it Affects my Writing